Saturday, January 26, 2008

Loss of Passion

While these thoughts keep pouring out,I need to get them out.As a survivor of incest and other sexual abuse,Paul is the only man I ever trusted with my body,mind and soul.It took me so long to really enjoy our physical expression of love.I didn't think I would miss it,but I do.I know it is not funny,but it has been so long that even my lubricants have dried up .
I am a passionate soul by nature,so was Paul before FTD.I loved his passion,not just in the bedroom,but just the way he looked at me,and talked to me,and held me ,and kissed me.It is not longer,and I mourn greatly.

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